so this week is suicide awareness week, and i must say i am very proud to tell everyone that it has been 2 years,seen i last tried to take my life with sleeping pills,and granted i may think of my life as worthless and im not worth anything to anyone…and i have been fighting this battle for a very long time now and not many people know…but i can proudly say i known what my perpupes is in life and why i am here and that i am living for a reason and i may not know what that reason is yet but i know i will find it soon…i will continue to help people and help myself in this illness…for once in my life i am happy with my life it may not be how i wanted it to be but its there…i may think suicide is the answer but i know its not and i cant be more proud of myself for fighting this evil..and i have to thank my amazing support team and my true friends for sticking by my side and not call me crazy..because i am far from that..i dont think anyone deserves to die..or kill themselfs and i hope kids like me understand that there is hope in everything and in life and you just gotta fight really hard because in the end its worth it.♥